I am so exhausted lately, not sure why exactly. Feeling blah. Maybe it's the lack of any excitement going on in my life? Looking after the baby is great, don't take this the wrong way! I love, love, love him! I am just stating the fact other than taking care of him, housework can only pass so much time. (Being a neat-freak does not make for a great deal of messes to keep me occupied) , and laundry duties can never be a good time. Shopping is not a good time for me, buying clothes that aren't going to flatter my current shape just seems pointless. I could shop for the little man, but he really does not need anything. He dresses better than both of us most days.
The wind has been whippin' the past few days with the odd rain cloud, so my walks are not going as well as they have been lately. Maybe that's it.
Maybe it's because Hudson has finally gotten better in the sleep department. He is sleeping about 11 hours, and only waking up once a night to be fed. I prayed for these days to return, and now that it's happening I wonder if I am used to cat-napping all night instead of stretches of actual sleep.
I also think that it may also be due to the fact that Andy works so much lately. We can always use more money, so either way something's gotta give. More money, or more family time... but you can't have both. We may be looking into buying a bigger house, so the work is good.
I deleted all of my old posts the other day by accident ( fack!) with no way to retrieve them. Don't ask. I am retarded.
*sigh*
Things are really not that bad. I don't honestly have anything to complain about.
Maybe I just need to bitch.
Saturday, May 16, 2009
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I get it. I totally get it. I feel the same. Nothing to complain about but just feeling blah.
ReplyDeleteWe just need this F**nin' weather to smarten up, enuf all around with winter. I've been very BLAH myself, hard to get motivated when the sky is grey and white stuff is falling in May. But on the bright side of things -- you look fabulous in your pics (love the hairdoo) and hopefully we can get together soonish.
ReplyDeleteno wonder i missed some posts. lateedaaa!
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